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Hola! I am an artist who, like every artist, is always questioning if I really am one. I do not come from the land down under, but I sure wish I did. I try real hard to make people like me and think I'm funny. I am also way into creating absolutely everything the internet has to offer (I've had 3 myspaces, one facebook, a twitter account, and this is my second blog). And I also love Jesus and am passionate about the life he has laid out for everyone. Oh, and I love stories. Please, tell me yours... and I'm not asking, I'm telling you to.
Showing posts with label future plans. Show all posts
Showing posts with label future plans. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Call me crazy...


...but I really would like to find a guy who wants to live in Korea... and be my other half. I've met several Koreans who plan to live in the U.S. And several Korean Americans who plan to go, but are already taken...

Do I really have to wait until I actually get to Korea??
I am a bit impatient. It seems like going for another year with nobody in sight will be frustrating. People call me picky. But, frankly, I'm not going to waste any time on being in a relationship that's doomed because I'm going to Korea and he's not. And even if I meet someone who wants to/is living in Korea doesn't mean I'll be attracted to him. It's not like I'm attracted to just any guy. I do have a so-called "type". And it's not like I'm picky about that either.

I will just have to wait.
And see.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

More development on my future plans!!!


Lately I have noticed a passion arise in me concerning women, beauty, and being fake. It started when I noticed the way guys look at and talk about girls. Even the nice guys want girls with smokin' hot bodies and pretty faces. My heart broke as I realized how unattainable the beauty guys look for is for me. Of course, there is always plastic surgery. But, is it really worth the money, pain, and mental issues I would have to deal with? I have thought long and hard about the consequences of creating my own fake beauty.

It comes down to a vicious cycle. Many girls have become so good at putting on their beauty... but it's so fake! Makeup covers up my flaws and enhances the features I want people to notice. Push-up bras are sold anywhere underwear can be bought. I bet some of the hottest celebrities get boob jobs and nose jobs. Guys see these standards and expect them of even a typical girl! How dare we all give in to this! I do not have to go through so many hoops and spend so much to please a guy! Guys do not have to expect these standards from me! BECAUSE IT'S NOT FAIR.

I DO want to be recognized for my beauty... every girl does. But I don't want it to be a fake beauty. I want girls to be captivating because of the way they care about others.

Sooo, guess what I have learned recently????
Korean girls are obsessed with plastic surgery! And it appears to be quite rampant in their culture. I have been considering trying to become a flight attendant on Korean Air, which is known for hiring beautiful Korean girls.

Just today, I started thinking that it would be so amazing if I could land a job on Korean Air as a flight attendant amidst some of the most beautiful Korean women that have been influenced by a culture of abnormally high standards for beauty. If any of those women happen to question whether or not beauty is all they're good for, I can tell them, "No! No, it's not! You have so much more to offer!"

This is something worth pursuing.