picking apart the pieces of my heart
examining each piece, one by one
handing them out to whoever i please
but please give it back once you are done

i can't afford to let you keep my heart
if you don't wish to keep me always
or at least give me the chance i deserve
i will give my best to the one who stays

look at me, such a naive little girl
didn't know that i was in danger
i gave out the best piece yet to someone
but now it's been wasted on a stranger

i keep hoping my stranger will change his mind
to stop being a stranger and come back
i wish we'd be free to do what we like
let's rewind time and take it all back

untitled

don't worry, i'm not this emo in reality. i'm just trying to be poetic :]


i vow
to never act on my hearts desire
to never let myself be hurt again
to never care about how you see me
to never be as thoughtful as i can

because
when i care i am faced with rejection
when i care your words stick more than a tack
when i care i start to think i'm not enough
when i care i hardly receive it back

i'm lost
and i'm giving up
and i'm not turning back
and i'm not waiting for you
and i'm waiting for no one now

...yet

who will see me?
who will find me?
who will save me?
who will love me?

my latest words.

go on, take your chalk and trace around me
fill me in the way you think i should be
can't imagine how i'd be if i were
truly myself, it would be great i'm sure
you start, but you leave me, still, quite empty
i'm left needy. feel my tears, set them free
they'll wash away your lines, i'll feel more pure
truly myself, it just takes a savior.