About Me

My photo
Hola! I am an artist who, like every artist, is always questioning if I really am one. I do not come from the land down under, but I sure wish I did. I try real hard to make people like me and think I'm funny. I am also way into creating absolutely everything the internet has to offer (I've had 3 myspaces, one facebook, a twitter account, and this is my second blog). And I also love Jesus and am passionate about the life he has laid out for everyone. Oh, and I love stories. Please, tell me yours... and I'm not asking, I'm telling you to.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

More development on my future plans!!!


Lately I have noticed a passion arise in me concerning women, beauty, and being fake. It started when I noticed the way guys look at and talk about girls. Even the nice guys want girls with smokin' hot bodies and pretty faces. My heart broke as I realized how unattainable the beauty guys look for is for me. Of course, there is always plastic surgery. But, is it really worth the money, pain, and mental issues I would have to deal with? I have thought long and hard about the consequences of creating my own fake beauty.

It comes down to a vicious cycle. Many girls have become so good at putting on their beauty... but it's so fake! Makeup covers up my flaws and enhances the features I want people to notice. Push-up bras are sold anywhere underwear can be bought. I bet some of the hottest celebrities get boob jobs and nose jobs. Guys see these standards and expect them of even a typical girl! How dare we all give in to this! I do not have to go through so many hoops and spend so much to please a guy! Guys do not have to expect these standards from me! BECAUSE IT'S NOT FAIR.

I DO want to be recognized for my beauty... every girl does. But I don't want it to be a fake beauty. I want girls to be captivating because of the way they care about others.

Sooo, guess what I have learned recently????
Korean girls are obsessed with plastic surgery! And it appears to be quite rampant in their culture. I have been considering trying to become a flight attendant on Korean Air, which is known for hiring beautiful Korean girls.

Just today, I started thinking that it would be so amazing if I could land a job on Korean Air as a flight attendant amidst some of the most beautiful Korean women that have been influenced by a culture of abnormally high standards for beauty. If any of those women happen to question whether or not beauty is all they're good for, I can tell them, "No! No, it's not! You have so much more to offer!"

This is something worth pursuing.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Too many relationships are ending... :C